DOSE (1993)

DOSE (1993)

And it’s just a dose of suicide to help break up the day
I can’t think of all the things I have tried to make it go away
And I want to scream so hard I cannot
And my mysteries are all tied in a knot
Praying is just begging and mercy is the loser’s game
The voices in my head have no fingers, so I let them use my name

Have you opened up to find or lose the nothingness to give?
Your mind laid out like landmines, the memories you live
And I want to run so fast I am frozen
And my screams are in my throat like poison
I want to cry so hard I cannot
There is a chill in my embrace
And the voices in my head have taken my name
So I just let them use my face.